omg !!!!

i made him angry... arr... sobz.. feel so so so bad.. n so sad.. =(

shitz..

dui bu qi !!!!! arr.. didnt do it on purpose..
i promise there will not be a second time... really..

-promise-

i m back wif updates.. yipee... been a week or so since i graduated.. gotta look for a job in may soon ! haha.. its been havoc man.. cant use a single word to describe my life.. muahaha.,.

friday - 15 april

did not meet up wif dill, rh n wee in the end.. cos they couldnt book out in time.. hehe.. nvm la.. so i went home.. acc my mama.. hehe..

saturday - 16 april

slacked at home.. hehe..
till my dad came home.. hiak.. details not to be mentioned.. i jus feel veri veri sad la..
went out to meet wee, rh, dill, spencer, jr, az, hc and weiling at wala wala..
for god know wat reason.. i started to cry n cry there.. its like suddenly i m undergoing a depression mood.. hiak.. zhen thanks for being there for mi k? hiak..

sunday - 17 april

went to sentosa wif dill, rh, wee, spencer, hanz, weiling, kokwee, regine, hc, qinglai, kelvin, zijian n stella.. had a good chat wif rh.. its betw us.. haha.. he mentioned alot of things tt realli set mi into deep tots..
az n lz came to look for us.. so we went to have girls' talk too ! haha..
after which all of us headed down to harbour front hawker to have dinner cos all of us were super duper hungry.. lol.. after dinner all of us went home..
sad to say.. i was realli feeling veri veri down.. sorrie part time !!
dumb dumb called mi n talked.. i was realli veri veri angry..

when i reached home.. another round of drama hur.. mi n my mom ended in tears comforting each other.. wat the hell.. -_- haiz.. was so so so depressed tt i couldnt talk on the phone when lucas called..

wat can i say.. i was realli feeling terrible.. was thinking thru the night..

monday - 18 april

woke up early to meet lucas.. cos i'm going sentosa !! yipee.. he gave mi a bottle of seashells tt he picked from redang.. its super duper nice !!! hee.. thankz..
off to sentosa! n god knows it started raining !! wail.. jitao horrible..
waited for the rain to stop n we went to catch "who knows"
erm.. practicalli wasnt concentrating on the movie.. my mind wasnt in the right mood..
had dinner n talked to him.. seriously was feeling veri sad.. but i guess i did not show it at all..

reached home called part time started crying le..
jitao sucky lo.. been crying for these few days.. shitz..

tuesday - 19 april

met up wif lz to buy az's present.. talked to her.. n she said i did the right thing.. lolz..
shopped around orchard.. combed taka, wisma, paragon, heeren, etc..
hoped tt she will like it ba.. =pPp n i bought my levis square-fit jeans.. its veri pretty! ahha..
rushed off for my tuition.. hee.. horrible kids.. lolz..
received lucas' msg at night.. saying he came to a decision blah blah blah..
end up tok to him for whole night also dont know wat he toking.. -_-

wednesday - 20 april

met up wif az n off to sentosa we go ! hehe..
realli a girl's talk there.. gal.. thanks for listening to mi.. n u yourself dont so fan k? cheer up !
went home.. n stil deciding if i should join them at zouk ltr..
in the end i stil went.. met up wif lucas at cck n took a cab down..
tt zhu tou made mi cry hor! ji dan..
meet up wif lz ,az n her frens outside zouk..
e music tt night was not bad.. but not realli in a dancing mood ba..
till towards the ltr part.. tt idiot jiansheng said i ying dang !! -_-
ji dan.. lolz.. went off early wif lucas.. cos he got to book in camp..
n such a miracle tt i did not slp when i reached home.. i was stil watching vcd.. dumb mi..
seriously.. its the happiest day for mi.. haha..

thursday - 21 april

slept almost the whole day i tink? haha.. met up wif lucas for lunch..
couldnt rem wat i did.. think is slack at home? haha.. n trying to figure out my dumb com..

friday - 22 april

woke up early to meet az to shop for her stuffs for her chalet.. so so so so tired man ! grrr..
went to sembawang to meet her.. haha.. two cute gals going around the supermarket.. walking rounds n rounds.. muahahah.. ltr hc n lucas came to help her..
n wif her dad's help we carried the things to her hse.. slack there awhile then transport the rest of the things down to the chalet aloha changi is it? haha..
checked in n all.. n mi az hc lucas plus az's parents went to have dinner... haha.. realli veri homely ar.. muahaha... then her parents fetch mi go tuition.. keke.. =pPp

after tuition.. met up wif dill wee n rh n head down to the chalet tog.. think part time mood veri bad tt day.. so dont dare to tok to him.. haha.. slacked at the chalet.. played mj.. but i onli play a bit nia.. then throw give rh play le.. lolz.. realli too too tired to concentrate ar.. so i went to slp le !!!! but onli slept for less than 1 hour.. sobz


saturday - 23 april

woke up n started to disturb e gals!!! hahahhaa... woke weiling, charlene n az up.. i n weiling took turns to jump beside lz... n she so power !! jitao lie flat there slp... dotz.. hahaha..

went off wif lucas cos he got to book in.. n i got to go home.. went home n instead of resting see my mom crying.. stayed up n acc her.. finalli took a rest... n got woken up by nigel's call !!!!!!!!! say wanna play mj... wah... shag ar..

made my way down to az's chalet.. jitao got the shag look on my face.. lolz.. on the way met agnes.. n she was complaining to mi abt her job.. haha.. so cartoon..

basicalli was bbq-ing.. buffet... mj... toking... blah blah blah.. n its az's birthday !!!

should have jus stayed downstairs man.. the moment i went up.. part time they all ask mi play five-ten n drink le.. shitz.. drink until i veri veri bloated ar... plus super tired.. so i went to slp..


sunday - 24 april

happi birthday girl !!!! muackz... =)
the next thing i knew it was i woke up n vomited.. think no one dare to drink milo le la.. haha.. once i vomited i jitao super awake.. n they throw mi to slp wif wx.. 2 drunk gals... haha.. so funni ar.. in the end i cant slp.. cos part time they all were haha.. fighting? i also dont know how to describe haha..

in the end az told mi she's veri sad.. so i acc her to the next room wif gary, beng, soulmate n js.. si gary.... keep saying mi... ji dan... haha... i jitao like princess man.. cos i veri hungry then az say whu lose go down take food for mi.. muahahah.. then acc girl to take her presents.. lolz.. hope u like it k ? =pPp

talked n slacked till morning... helped her clear up awhile.. then i jus sat down on the sofa n ko le... haha.. lucky js offered to send mi home.. haha..
haha.. he jitao make mi fly man.. keep calling mi xiao ke ai.. cartoon.. lolz..

went home slp until lucas called n woke mi up.. went out n meet him.. veri tired ar !!! watched infection... both of us super blur abt wat the movie is showing.. super duper lame show lo... -_-
went queenstown there for stringray !!!!! yummi hahaa...

had a heart to heart tok wif him.. erm.. found out alot of things.. haha.. tts for both of us to know.. shhh..

went home n ko le... realli veri veri tired ar !!!

monday - 25 april

slept all the way till 3 pm wor.. realli zhu ar.. haha..
n i did sth stupid !!! i went to cut my hair again !!! i went to cut it short !!! omg... lolz.. disaster!
js called when i was cutting hair.. haha.. jitao cartoon.. for god know wat reasons he keep calling mi xiao ke ai haha..
n he casualli said he wanna come find mi ltr... tot he's kidding.. n in the end he realli came to look for mi.. so we tok tok n tok.. ended up told him abt lucas.. lol..
n he drew a lot of conclusions for mi.. haha.. chatted wif him all the way till 1 plus 2 ar..

ah ha ! i m blogging at ky's hse again..

thursday - 7 april

-pondering-
wat did i do today? lol.. its my second paper today !! n i did not study much.. omg !!
went for the exam half-heartedly.. lol..
but its stil alright ! yipee.. lol..

met up wif lucas n we went to holland's thai express for dinner !
gosh.. i had a fright man ! tt zhu tou ordered damn alot of things.. -_-
haha.. its such an accomplishment tt we managed to finish most of it..

-2 paper down, 2 more to go!-

friday - 8 april

haa.. supposed to go qaas lesson.. but i overslept muahaha.. piggy mi..
went to ky hse after all to get tips from nigel n bao..
played mj.. n kaoz.. its the first time i lost so so much..
did not game at all lo.. n stil tio nigel bao lo.. -_-

went for tuition.. n met up wif part time @!
hee.. he made the plastic name keyring for moi.. had dinner then went home le..

saturday - 9 april

woke up super duper early to settle my visa mini stuffs..
initial plan was to go study but diao.. got psycho by lucas to go zoo..
met up wif him n we headed down to cck to meet up wif the rest - junrong, ronghua, aizhen, her cousin, jeremy and cheewee..
n off to the zoo we go !!

realli had lotsa fun there.. haha.. lazy to mention e details..
we went down to holland v.. had dinner at xo there..
the auntie was damn damn attitude.. realli made every single one of us pissed off..
spencer n hc came to join us..
after which lucas went off to meet up wif his frens while we went to breko to look for dillon n weiling then proceeded to wala wala..
lotsa photo taking session n craps going round haha.. superb day.. =)

sunday - 10 april

went to bugis to study.. n sadly did not accomplish anything hor !
my paper's on monday.. n yet.. i m slacking away.. haiz..
met up wif spencer cos he wanted to pass mi the infra red port..
then part time came to find mi.. n since i cant study.. we went shopping !

omg.. i jitao spent a bomb.. 100 plus i think..bought perfume, ear rings, a belt, a beach shorts and a veri interesting top.. muahaha..
went home early to study.. tsk tsk..

monday - 11 april

my qaas paper !! lucky its quite easy.. yipee..
sometimes i realli wonder if i will ever be tt lucky.. tsk..
went out wif ky after tt.. was in a veri veri bad mood.. haiz..

spent a bomb again.. bought tops and a belt..
after tt went home n tried so hard to study for my last paper..
sadly.. as expected not much done huh...

-3 more down ! 1 more to go-

tuesday - 12 april

n i did not study again ! realli realli wondering if i m having exams or holiday man..
got woken by lucas.. yawn.. acc him to orchard cos he wanted to get beach pants..
went to pasta mania for lunch.. yum yum !

decided to go kbox.. lol.. n sing n sing n sing..
went home cos i have a paper next day.. but lol.. tt zhu tou was tempted by the night market at my hse area.. so acc him..

this is the worse paper man ! i totalli totali have zero concentration.. hiak..
forcing all the facts into my dumb head..till i nearly gave up..
zzzzzz

wednesday - 13 april

this day marks my freedom man !!!!!! oh man.. i waited for like dont know how long.. haha..
the paper completely sucks man.. i finished it in an hour.. its not cos i realli know how to do.. i realli completely know nuts abt it.. hiak..

went to ronghua hse to put my stuff.. n tt zhu tou aka lucas so dumb.. he actualli came all the way down to look for mi.. dot.. slack n waited for rh to prepare.. then we went to river valley for dinner.. my mood totalli changed when i reach there.. received a call.. realli on the verge of crying.. n rh was also not in a veri good mood.. so both of us was super duper quiet on our way to zouk.. lucas was trying so hard to entertain both of us.. ar.. i appeared veri normal la.. stil joke wif him n all..

haha.. 3 of us reached zouk at a super duper timing.. or should i say we were one of the first to arrived.. muahaha.. so kuku lo ! haha.. cindy n esther came after awhile.. was toking to rh abt e phone call jus now.. trying so hard to control my tears.. hiak.. then whu knows i jus cried there.. so so malu.. -_- went out walk walk wif lucas.. tok to him.. thanks alot ar! muackz..

when we came back almost everyone was there alreadi? its like such a big crowd so so happening ! got aizhen, lingzi, junrong, ronghua, cindy, esther, cheewee, hongchon, marcus, wenxin, wenxin's fren, qinglai, samathan, vivian, joey, merf, karin, shufen, felicia n her frenz..
saw fyan there.. so happi to see him .. lol..

super memorable night hur.. think onli a few know wat i toking abt.. first time ever danced on the platform.. veri veri fun.. haha.. but so sad tt the music tt night wasnt veri nice.. n due to the lack of slp.. i was feeling so restless n tired..

took a cab wif lucas, hc n shufen.. send hc to ky's hse cos he veri seh liao.. wanted to send lucas home too.. cos he also not any better la hur.. in e end.. sat under ky blk tok n waited for him to clear up first before i called a cab for him.. wah... yuan lai take care of seh ppl so tiring de..

went back to ky hse n was alreadi so tired.. did not wan to play mj de.. cos i realli veri tired le.. but in the end dont know why lack 1 player.. so hiakk.. anything ba..

today marks the end of my sch life..happi.. so mani things happened.. should i be happi?
mayb i m.. but i cant rite? or watever man.. dotz

thursday - 14 april

reached home at 10 plus.. n i stil watched tv blah blah blah.. till i finalli fell aslp..
got woken up by lucas' call !!!! arrrr.. so tired.. after toking i went back to slp again..
n got woken by his call again.. -seh- told him to tk care of himself n have fun n off to slp..

practicalli slept the whole day.. had a conference call wif dill n rh.. ha.. so funni ar.. both of them keep arguing.. muhaha.. right.. i know wat i should do le.. thanks u guys.. =) jus need some assurance from u all.. tts all.. =p

friday - 15 april

slack n ya.. i m at ky hse playing com.. haha.. got to go tuition centre there ltr..
n meet up wif rh dill n cw for some talking sessions.. =) ciaoz.. !

been mani mani days since i last updated... shhezz... my com's down again.. wail.. its a good thing man.. sobz.. back to my updates.. provided i rem them hur..

tuesday - 28 march

erm.. spend my day slacking i think plus some studying at ky's hse.. n after which is tuition with the kids.. thats a horrible tuition day.. 2 of my kids started fightin! omg.. geez.. -_- n tts the first i ever blow up in front of them.. hiak hiak..

wednesday - 29 march

had mass T test.. omg.. i jitao forgot everything.. such a disaster.. n there i was copying away for e whole paper.. terrible.. after sch went to clementi to deliver my mini visa linkage form.. n ky came to fetch mi.. played mj wif them.. initial didnt wanna play cos i dont have money to lose !! muahaha.. but in the end i stil won.. lucky mi.. went home early.. n slacked thru out e night..

thursday - 30 march

was planning to stay at home, be a good gal n study study n study.. ha.. i gave up to temptation.. met up wif lucas to go sentosa.. b4 i took the bus.. he called n said he was raining there ! omg.. so sad... so we headed to town.. caught miss congenality 2... its a nice show ! yipee... lucas treated mi to dinner at a shop call "pizza" at wisma.. yum yum..
went to cine kbox... jitao fun lo.. tried a lot of songs tt i did not sing b4 hahha... =pPp
took a cab home wif him.. so so so so so tired !!

friday - 1 april

happi april food day !!! early morning.. i got tricked.. by someone.... jitao dotz lo... tt stupid lucas msg mi n played a trick on mi... sheee.. slacked at home the whole day till my tuition time !
the kids are haha... what can i say... they are simply cute man.. but they can be horrendrous at times too.. lol.. half way thru my tuition.. lucas called.. n he "created" such a big commotion in my tuition class.. omg.. jitao dotz..
anyway met up wif him at jp n we took a cab down to cuppage to meet up wif the rest.. erm.. got cw, rh, cindy, az, lz, wx, ql, hc, hanz, jr and jerm.. sang onli 1 song.. lolz.. too much ppl le.. after wards.. went out to have a talk wif zhen gal.. its girls' talk ! so.. details not mentioned.. after wards.. jr n lz came out to look for us.. then jerm.. then ronghua.. haha.. n there we are discussing abt erm.. guys? lolz.. no.. on wat makes us happi? haha...
went to swensen's... took some pictures.. n went home... zZZZZzzzzzzz

saturday - 2 april

went to clementi mac to study.. as to why i go all the way there... i shall not say anymore..
part time came to find mi n we went to malay coffee shop for ban mian !!! yummi.. then we went to westmall.. n i saw my bag !!! exactly the bag i saw 1 year ago... i so wanted to get my hands on it !! its on my wishlist !!! =pPp

sunday - 3 april

went to bugis to pray wif my mama.. then to burger king for some studying.. sadly.. these few days i did not accomplish much progress in studies.. hiak.. my paper is like on tuesday.. lucas came over to acc mi.. haha.. tt guy even went to purchase some books.. surprising hur? but the books he bought were quite interesting..
couldnt concentrate anymore.. so went to bugis junction walk around n all.. n went to watch wedding date !! superb show..... lolz.. its realli veri veri romantic, veri cute n veri nice ! lolz.. thumbs up !!
part time came to look for us.. then we went over to meet up wif zz ql spencer n hanz..
in the end mi, zz, part time n lucas went to ktv... its the fourth time i went ktv this week !! -_- but i realli had a great time there... lolz.. i started to take alot alot alot of pictures wif lucas' phone.. lol.. till memory full !!! then i took wif part time's phone.. haha.. had alot of stupid pics wif zz.. jitao laugh till i peng haha... then i set wallpaper in part time n lucas' phones.. muahahaha !!!

monday - 4 april

went to bp mac to study./... hiak.. no motivation to study at all.. was drifting away from my books every few secs.. lolz.. went home to take a rest... till night.. wanted to study.. jus then lucas called.. n all the way till mn.. lolz.. went to slp after tt again.. lolz.. -_-

tuesday - 5 april

my first paper !!! omg.. woke up a few hours earlier to read thru abit.. n as usual i gave up to temptation.. watched a date with vampire 2.. lolz... studied n understand abit.. off to the examination room le..
surprisingly the paper was freaking easy.. lolz.. do until i jitao happi.. lucky i did not read much.. lolz.. haha.. i m so like in a holiday mood now... doesnt seems tt i m having exams hur... hopefully i will be able to pull thru the next few papers..
went for tuition again.. some misunderstanding occured.. but its ok.. n the kids are sweet today.. they are so obedient .. lolz.. =)

- 1 paper down! -

wednesday - 6 april

was so damn tired... slept like no one's business.. yawnz !!!
woke up by lucas' msg... -_- went to westmall for lunch wif him....muahaha.. the purpose of going there was to get the bag !!!! i finally saved up enough to buy the bag.. so so so happi... lolz.. went walk walk around then.. then played arcade wif him.. haha.. horrible man.. he always win mi de.. =(
went to burger king to study... while tt pig went home to slp.. lol.. ky came to look for mi... n after afew hours.. both of us couldnt concentrate.. so here am i at his hse... typing my blog... cos my internet's down !! n my bro dont wanna fix it... so sad....